My handicap before Brian was 8.7 I was a flip timer who could put up a 77 or an 87. Now I fluctuate between 4 & 7.
Last year was the most frustrating experience I have ever had in golf. I felt like I was so close, yet every time I would get it going I would start shanking and hitting massive pulls, stuff I hadn't done in years...It was just learning a pattern, but still very frustrating
I have improved a lot, since I discovered Brian I have 1. shot my low score 2. won my club championship 3. can hit a lot more shots and at times have felt like I was on the verge of really good "local amateur" golf. My problem is that with all this good info, I analyze too much (which is not really my personality) and can at times appear tense with my swing because I am trying to do everything perfectly (which, again is nothing like how I am in "real life"). Consequently, on the golf course, I couldn't let stuff go and if I didn't play to my standards I was beyond pissed. Unfortunately this type of behavior began showing up in other parts of my life, So...
This past fall however, I took a break from playing golf and just worked on my swing everyday in the mirror, I also began taking a mild anti anxiety pill everyday and this year I am determined to not let stuff on the course get to me and really relax and have fun playing.
The good part about this is my swing has become a bit more dynamic since last year, I have always been a pretty good putter, but that is better this year as well.
I really feel like I am learning to play again. We'll see how it goes, but one thing is for sure..no one is going to have to go on suicide watch if I shoot 85 this year.