Forget the right hand. Get it neutral in the left hand first. There is no way you look like this:
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Yes, this^^^. Then you will have to learn the correct hand swivel. I know you're not a slicer, but learning some of or most of the NSA swivel will help a ton. It is tough to relearn different movement patterns! If you can, get to Brian or one of the Manzella instructors.